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Searching for Sunshine

by FenPhoenix

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You are beautiful

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Yeah, it's Fen, back again, 2023
I got something to say
Yeah, eat your pistachios

Now I'm back in your arms again, warm
The promise is being born, the promise of reform
Being taunted, this time I can dodge the wyverns
This time is it, the last, the paradise, and seize
Tight leash, we are the parasites you breathe
Wicked and it's simple to see the sights, you feed
Keep digging sufficiently and you might get freed
Keep, keep it invisibly in devices, need
We still haven't proven them wrong yet
So take my hand and come into the land of the long bet
Content giving you lust, talk never enough
Looking for something, digging till you got what you figure is love
But no care here, what'd you think?
I would never really heal you, that was just a kink
So get off and get back to your life, you lackwit
Fact, the more negative, the bigger the crack hit
Won't fit daguerreotype, past puritannical, yes
But now I know I was never a dirty animal
In fact, I am beautiful, saw it cause I was wreathed in gold
Mouth me again and I'll put a fist in your feeder hole
Do I look like I'm in a cell to you still?
A raven flew into my life and gave me the blue pill
Now it's excuseville, don't call it addiction
It's gonna produce chills when you saw I've been vixenous
Since I was six milliseconds old, blow me
But not really, I wouldn't let the likes of YOU near me, homie
I'm only for those who treat and respect me like I'm a truth teller
What I say's a hundred percent real, no room temperature
Hot in the feathers, I burn and come back alive again
Properly fight the virus, I ain't exactly The Primeagen
Bitch I mean it, you guys are not even in striking reach
And you're trying to preach to me, like yeah my X has two I's and a V
I beat your logic even as a freaking toddler
Brain is the size of Venus, call me the diety slaughterer
My philosophy brutally pragmatic, I gots to be
Gag, dammit, I'm not gonna leave till you're all put off of me
So, Lilith forgive me, I thought that I had to fight the demon
Your eyes are lovely, I'm sorry I shot you right between 'em
Cause I believe in one thing under pain of likely being exiled a pariah heathen:
This child is a higher being!
Don't like it, then you can dine on my semen, bite me
I'll even leave you a light so you can keep the good vibe when you're dreaming
You rhyme anemic, I'm striking you sight unseen
And the guy you're dealing with doesn't take kind to your hype machine
I'm seeing off the bleeding, I say goodbye to leukemia
Believe me, I done learned every lie in the encyclopedia
But now I'm free and I don't take shit from an ignoramus
How sexy from one to ten? I'm a six, like Bette Davis

Searching for sunshine

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released August 30, 2023
Beat "put together" (I guess is what you'd call it) by FenPhoenix
Lyrics and vocals by FenPhoenix

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